today, i had gp exam and i suddenly realised how much i miss mg! really! i mean last time, we wld all sit in the hall or in class and which the pple around us good luck or even pray. but today we din even pray. i i know i shldn't keep wallowing in the past and u know live for tmr.cause, when i was in CJ i hated it and always wanted to come to AC. it was only towards the end that i appreciated wat i had and by then, its too late to turn back time. but its just something i feel so i hope this is just like a transition period.

wonder: if we dun have farewells, will things still be as perfect as we imagine it to be when we have left. or is it just an illusion that we create when perhaps it isn't as perfect as we imagine it to be.

school is okay i guess, i mean the pple are lovely and all.but, i tell u sometimes i feel like some failure. i mean, its like for dunno know how many years i have joined choir and now i am in library and erm drama(which is not my forte). yes, i can't believe i am in library.its so annoying i tell u, i din even get an interview for library com. excuse me, i wld make an excellent committee member okay! and its by a voting system okay. i was so friendly to the library pple even though i only knew them for a day. how can they not vote for me! yes, i'm still upset abt it. hmph! xiaos keeps telling me that i got rejected by nerds. i so did not get rejected by them okay, just that u know due to erm time constraints that why i din get in OKAY!

bao is coming back on the 5th of july! i dun know if i shld be happy or sad. i mean, everytime she comes back, i'll have to prepare myself for her next departure. even though she has only left twice. but both were very bad. i was literally crying buckets of tears. and now, with school and all i dun know how much time i can spend time with her. i mean i'm happy for her but i'll be very sad when she leaves again. sniff.

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